~a friendly stranger..~
~made friends...~
~we became friendly friends..~
~and found ourselves to have quite a connection~
~he said he liked me...~
~and i believed..~
~he said he wanted to be with me~
~and i believed...~
~i smiled at every single msg he gave...(ouh god i feel like a freak)~
~my heart bounced every time he called...~
~i thought things between us would work out...soon~
~but den, he said he felt guilty...because my pizzey still loves me..~
~wad connection does he have with pizzey? i dun noe...~
~notin at all actually..~
~yet. he feels guilty..~
~i dunno if its just some lame excuse....~
~or maybe he's just sick and tired of waiting for me..~
~all i asked for was time...time for us to get to noe each other more...~
~but, what the hell...~
~after trying so hard to make me believe that he really wants to be with me~
~after making me like him more, day by day...~
~he say's i feel guilty...i think we should just be friends...i dun mean to do this to you...~
~yar yar...whatever...bullshit!!!!!~
~fucking crap...dat's wad it is!!!~
~but wad can a gerl do ryte?.......~
~all i can do is smile...and act as if nothing had happened...~
~it's just one of the bad chapters of my life..~
~but i'll get over it soon...i have to..~
darkness falls @ 12:05 AM