~i wish he's here ryte now to bring back all the smile and laughter...~
~suddenly, everything feels so empty~
~i may be able to bare the pain of losing a boyfren or sumthing...~
~but, nothing is as bad as this...~
~he's the one i depend on, to brighten up my day....but now dat he's not around, who do i go to???~
~i feel so lost...~
~now there's no one to accompany me to my late nyte dinner/kitchen trips~
~no one to just sit and crap around with~
~no one to suddenly come knocking on my bedroom door and den hide behind the wall to scare me..~
~no one to watch dvd's with~
~no one to teach me how to play cards~
~no one to tell me whether my hairstyle is okay or not okay~
~no one to argue with~
~no one whu could appreciate my extremely fudgy brownies like he does~
~no one to call me wannneeyy(with the very weird eeeyy sound)~
~no one i can call AWENG(my way of saying abang)~
~ryte now, i'm like the only child in this house..~
~eventhough there is the other brother...~
~it makes no difference...when he's around, it feels like he's not..and when he's not around...den yea, feels like he's not around..~
~i miss my bro alot!!!!....i dun noe how else to describe exactly what i'm feeling ryte now..i just noe dat i miss him..~
~i wish he's here...ryte now.......~
~only den maybe, even those most awful days would seem perfect in a way~~~~
darkness falls @ 11:46 PM