~truth is the opposite...~
~i never did lose any of those feelings since 26th april 2004 up till today~
~no matter how hard i tried..no one could replace him..~
~but, truth is no use anymore..~
~i used to think that i'm on the losing end~
~well, den again, maybe i'm not~
~not knowing is sometimes better den knowing~
~and maybe some things happen for a reason~
~most people long to see their love ones happy~
~i guess i should be happy and move on as well~
~its alryte if i'm not the one with him anymore~
~although sometimes i wish i could be that gerl~
~but, i had my chance..and i suppose great things in life only comes once~
~once you lose it, you'll lose it forever~
~i learned a few things...like for example how i should be thankful cause i still have my family and friends who are undeniably the most beautiful people in my life~
~i also learned not to say 'if only' anymore...~
~cause no matter how many times i say if only...nothing will change..~
~i guess trapping myself in my own emotions will do me no good~
~its no better than suicide~
~so i decided that i'm gonna start afresh~
~now that i've let it out....i'm also gonna leave it behind..~
~just leave it stated here in my blog...just like footprints~
~maybe in many days to come, i'll just smile when i read this entry and say.."those were the days.."~
:)
darkness falls @ 5:02 PM